Wishing upon a star

I wish it was different, I wish I could be able to do all the things that I want to do, without hurdles, pain or illnesses. I wish I could just be normal again. I wish I felt like something about me wasn’t broken. Life isn’t fair, it never was and never will. Some people have it easy others don’t. I wish I could accept that, be okay with it. It’s not okay. It’s not and will never be. It simply is the way it is. Whether I like it or not, I got bad luck, worse than most but still better than some others. I wish I’ll be able to live my life, to grow and enjoy it. I wish I’ll heal either physically or mentally. I wish I’ll still enjoy watching the stars, get lost in my wishes for a shooting star.